School-whether I want to go another 4 years to get accounting degree.
Work-where I have been moved to sales totally. First time in 20+ years accounting has not been my main job.
Home-watching Michael get sicker by the day.
Knowing that I do not have that many days left with him.
Knowing that I will not grow old with him.
Knowing. And not crying.
He tells me I have been EXTREMELY cranky lately.
Some days I just don't cope well.
Some days it's all I can do to wake up to a new day and knowing that he is getting sicker again.
Knowing there is nothing that will cure him.
Knowing that his choices are limited.
Knowing that God has given us another chance to get to know each other but that we will probably not have another 35 years so we best make the most of it now.
Knowing. . .