I had a date on Saturday to the local ballgame.
I was ok..... until the morning of.
Then I freaked.
Thought I was gonna puke my toenails up.
I was shaking so bad I was having trouble with my makeup.
Totally freakin out.
It's a wonder I could drive.
I have not been on a date with me in the same vehicle with a guy since I dated my ex.
And we have been split 13 years.
I've always met guys (friends, buddies) at places.
So I don't consider it a date.
Even a couple of guys that are buddies and I will go with them in the same vehicle but not romantic stuff.
Just friends hangin out.
This one had the chance of being romantic.
HOLY WHACK BATMAN!
WHAT AM I DOIN?????
A friend told me I could cancel and the guy would understand.
I couldn't. I said I would go. I had the tickets.
Deep breath, slowly release.
I realized that my friend wouldn't have introduced us if this guy was not a nice guy.
My kids were laughin at me.
Of course, we had a good time. He makes me laugh.
I found out he was nervous too.
(It was his first date since his wife passed away several years ago..)
We are even talkin about a SECOND date!!
Told him I don't think I would freak this time....
Oh. My. What to do, what to do..........